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[08 Dec 2004|01:51am] |
3 wasa fibre crackers
1 waitrose leek and potato soup
famous amos butterscotch and pecan cookies
2 maggi prawn inst noodles
2 eggs
1 row cream cookies
1/2 row corn cookies
2 sw potato donuts
1 gingrbr
2 gulps sarsi
2 cherry and cheese danish poptarts
2 smores poptarts
cottage cheese
butter spray
too little of the noodles actually came up... perhaps they disintegrated?? definitely didn't see the wasa. think the donuts got stuck to the sides of my stomach--they were pretty glutinousy..dammit. argh/....
POPTARTS ARE JUST GROSS... wayy too sweet. sickly sweet even... and that's coming from someone with an abnormally sweet tooth. both going down AND coming up. so why did i eat them?? they were in the house doooh! :)
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[27 Nov 2004|11:31pm] |
caesar salad
couple of keropok fries+spoonful of chicken and rice
banana crumble
8 cheese balls
two sponge cakes with cream
2 pks nut cookies
spinach salmon quiche
ALOT of caramel eclairs.
haw balls
cashews
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[04 Nov 2004|10:44pm] |
20+ swedish meatballs with half large bottle of prego cheese pasta sauce
rye crispbread
one column marie biscuits
sugar
rolled oats
butter
one pk prawn cracker
one pk milkybar with cookies minis
mashed potatoes
cabbage soup
soursop drink
blue-green tea drink
cranberry strawb drink
two mini sausages
six sweet potato fritters
two yam pies
one pk cadbury choc eggs
four egg candies
one strawb mr softee
tzat dip
coke lite with lemon
bit luncheon meat
san remos pasta
tuna
walnuts
preserved prunes
oat cookie crisps
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[31 Oct 2004|02:47am] |
not in order... but as always, i started out with the veggies.
690grams of vanilla butter cookies (the WHOLE FUCKING BOX)
lots of nummy beef bak kwa
a few rice cakes
at least 21 swedish meatballs
lots of pasta sauce (which went with aforementioned meatballs)
preserved prunes
lettuce
veggie stew
sauerkraut
oat cookie crisps
ham
salted turnips
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[27 Oct 2004|09:28pm] |
just for the hell of it.
i'mma listing my BINGE FOODS! v_v;;; god i hate myself:)
this was spread over the whole day in no particular order, about four seperate episodes i think.
two entire pks milkybar cookie minis
four wasa fibre crackers
one pk hobnobs
one pk lobster crackers
one pk prawn crackers
four pk preserved prunes
one pk fried noodles with lunch meat and one egg
one big can luncheon meat nuked with brie cheese
two deep fried dough sticks
three waffles with kaya
one small pk lays sour cream
three jap type dippy biscuit cups
one pk strwb collon
one and half pks rice cakes
three cups low cal veggie stew
ALOT of bbq beef
one pk dried cuttlefish
500ml skim milk
three butter cookies (and why only three? cos my tummy would pop if i had another crumb...)
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[24 Jul 2004|11:45pm] |
"lunch"
crispy fish balls
2 apples
"dinner"
doritos
pb
cream
shortbread
fried squid
2 waffles
salsa
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[22 Jul 2004|10:49pm] |
half green apple
5 wasa
half pack of chocolate cookies chipsmore
half pack of tortilla chips
2 mars bars
whole wheat butter cookies
tofu
squid
fuck
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[17 Jul 2004|10:45am] |
moving on to being the ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) emptiest and leaving food behind.
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[16 Jul 2004|06:09pm] |
i think i ate the most today......
pb
wasa CRACKERSSSSSS
CHOCOLATE(cadbury, mars bars, etccc)
small chicken pie
egg tart
three sticks of squid batter fritters
3 packs of chips ahoy mini
tofu
2 apples
1 pack animal crackers
huge fishcake
1 ferrero rocher
some shake mix
nut and dried fruit (alot, like 170x5 calories worth)
some sunsweet prunes
yoghurt/chocolate japanese candies
honey and peanut candies
ricola sf candies(for the laxative effects)
laxarol
lactulose
ARGH. ate throughout and i mean CONSTANTLY throughout the whole fucking day. i cannot purge in school for some fucking reason so i purged at home... but only a bit argh... fuckfuckfuck. i SEE the fat piling on! FUCK.
and i crapped alot... yeah gross.. but auuugh. that meant that i ate like a fucking cow too fuckkkk.
god i can't stop!!! i cannot keep myself from EATING. i'll just... eat! and I WON'T BE HUNGRY as i eat! auuuuuugh.....it is scaring me and i want to stop it! i have tried looking at the mirror declothed (AND still eating i might add) and i was like EWWWWWWW. so i turned away grossed out... AND continued eating. fuckity! i tried taking cold medicines to make me sleep, more laxarol, water, nothing worked! i ate and ate and ate and as i type, i'm licking shake mix off a spoon... I WANT TO STARVE. someone lock me up and throw away the key......
stopped eating as of 7:59pm.
fasting journal at emptiest
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[16 Jul 2004|06:19am] |
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i hate myself
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| today is the last day of this huge binge |
[15 Jul 2004|07:27pm] |
lunch(didnt purge): chicken, beef, veggies. steamboat so there's little oil... but still!!!
'dinner': junk food as usual. pb+1 egg+equal+enough flour to make a thick crumbly dough for cookies. siiigh! 1 can turkey. three shortbreads(last of them). purged. it's getting harder for me to purge, i simply won't gag anymore... yeah, so i had better not binge from now.
taking laxarol and lactulose, both laxatives to get rid of huge tummy full of...er. crap. lol. ehm. anyway.
god my stomach is HUGE.
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[15 Jul 2004|06:04am] |
1 pack shortbread
3 mini pack chipsmores *didnt purge one*
1 pack butter wafers
sarsi
2 m&ms almonds packs*didn't purge*
2 packs rollercoaster chips
some of my own shortbread*didn't purge*
fatfatfat
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